Can I just take a minute to moan and groan? You guys don't have to read this. I just need to rant for a bit.
Basically, I feel like everything in my life has been royally sucking lately. I hate to complain about anything, mostly because I generally don't like listening to other people complain unless they have a good reason (people in my age group usually don't), but life has just been screwing me over again and again, and I just need to get it out, you know?
It started out that, DURING MID-TERMS WEEK, I got fired from my job of four years because the new manager doesn't like me. After that, I fainted in my bathroom. After that, I found out that my grandmother died-- that's a really complicated story, and basically I didn't really know how to feel about it, but my mom was hurting so I was hurting for her at least. Things calmed down slightly except for the fact that I've yet to find another job because no one is really hiring right now. I ended up breaking up with my boyfriend of five years because he was trying to pressure me into sex (and he's still living in my house, and whether he's doing it consciously or not he's been trying to make me feel bad about breaking up with him). My mom had to go get cat-scans done and I still don't know the results of those. I forgot the words to a song during a singing competition and felt utterly humiliated... and this morning I got a speeding ticket because my speedometer is broken, and I didn't know I was going so fast. If I had a job, it'd be one thing, but now I'm not sure I'm going to be able to pay it, and it's really frustrating me. I still owe money to my accompanist for playing for me in the competition I totally fucked up in, and I don't know where all this money's gonna fucking come from... I still have to buy fucking Christmas presents!
Ugh.
I just...
I need something good to happen. I can't keep taking all of this stuff on. If this kind of stuff keeps up I'm going to break.
Commissions for fic or art are open again.
Comment or message me if you're interested. I really need the money.
Basically, I feel like everything in my life has been royally sucking lately. I hate to complain about anything, mostly because I generally don't like listening to other people complain unless they have a good reason (people in my age group usually don't), but life has just been screwing me over again and again, and I just need to get it out, you know?
It started out that, DURING MID-TERMS WEEK, I got fired from my job of four years because the new manager doesn't like me. After that, I fainted in my bathroom. After that, I found out that my grandmother died-- that's a really complicated story, and basically I didn't really know how to feel about it, but my mom was hurting so I was hurting for her at least. Things calmed down slightly except for the fact that I've yet to find another job because no one is really hiring right now. I ended up breaking up with my boyfriend of five years because he was trying to pressure me into sex (and he's still living in my house, and whether he's doing it consciously or not he's been trying to make me feel bad about breaking up with him). My mom had to go get cat-scans done and I still don't know the results of those. I forgot the words to a song during a singing competition and felt utterly humiliated... and this morning I got a speeding ticket because my speedometer is broken, and I didn't know I was going so fast. If I had a job, it'd be one thing, but now I'm not sure I'm going to be able to pay it, and it's really frustrating me. I still owe money to my accompanist for playing for me in the competition I totally fucked up in, and I don't know where all this money's gonna fucking come from... I still have to buy fucking Christmas presents!
Ugh.
I just...
I need something good to happen. I can't keep taking all of this stuff on. If this kind of stuff keeps up I'm going to break.
Commissions for fic or art are open again.
Comment or message me if you're interested. I really need the money.
Kind of in a situation
Sep. 16th, 2011 08:37 amEDIT: OH MY GOD THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH ALREADY. YOU'RE SO WONDERFUL AND GENEROUS!!! I do need to know who Erin and Madeline are though. Tell me what you guys would like me to write and draw for you! Get in touch with me! :)
My family has come into so money troubles, and even though I tell them I want to help they try to tell me not to... So, I'm going to help anyway.
I'm gonna put a paypal button down here on this journal, and I ask you to donate a little, just a little if you can.
Now, I'm not asking you to do it for nothing. In fact, anyone who donates anything will get FIC. Anything you want (provided it's a one-shot-- or a few chapters depending on how much is donated). On top of that, anyone who donates ten or more dollars will get a FREE FULL COLOR ILLUSTRATION.
Of course, this stuff'll take some time, but I do my best to stick by my word and you can badger the crap out of me until it's done.
I'm not even telling you my squicks here. I will literally write whatever you want. For this I am completely shameless. I am also easily bought. Really, make it as porntastic as you want harr.
And honestly, I really hate having to do this for you guys, but if you can help out at all, I'd really, really appreciate it.
I'll keep this going until September 30th, and then I'll try and have your fic and art out as soon as possible.
Thanks a lot for even reading, you guys. It means a lot.
My family has come into so money troubles, and even though I tell them I want to help they try to tell me not to... So, I'm going to help anyway.
I'm gonna put a paypal button down here on this journal, and I ask you to donate a little, just a little if you can.
Now, I'm not asking you to do it for nothing. In fact, anyone who donates anything will get FIC. Anything you want (provided it's a one-shot-- or a few chapters depending on how much is donated). On top of that, anyone who donates ten or more dollars will get a FREE FULL COLOR ILLUSTRATION.
Of course, this stuff'll take some time, but I do my best to stick by my word and you can badger the crap out of me until it's done.
I'm not even telling you my squicks here. I will literally write whatever you want. For this I am completely shameless. I am also easily bought. Really, make it as porntastic as you want harr.
And honestly, I really hate having to do this for you guys, but if you can help out at all, I'd really, really appreciate it.
I'll keep this going until September 30th, and then I'll try and have your fic and art out as soon as possible.
Thanks a lot for even reading, you guys. It means a lot.
WARRIORRRRR
Sep. 10th, 2011 10:10 pmSo, yeah I went and saw Warrior today, and since I've had a few hours to recover from being asdfghjkl;, I can tell you guys what I thought (though I'm sure since I was going asdfghjkl;, you can already pretty much figure it out.
( under the cut since I will probably spoil some things )
( under the cut since I will probably spoil some things )
Back at school
Aug. 22nd, 2011 10:23 amYup.
Starting my first semester of effing senior year of college. WAT. HOW AM I ALREADY HERE.
I've got some free time right now though, so I'm working on the next chapter of Pretend (yay! I'm so slow on it), but you can't expect just a whole bunch of fic coming out of me for a while. I might be posting some original stuff since I have a creative writing class this semester (LOL NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR ORIGINAL STUFF NANA), and I'll still be writing fic, but it'll just take a bit more time (as if I could be taking any longer with Pretend).
So, yeah. Just letting you guys know all that. I've got some things in the works. We'll see how fast they get here.
Starting my first semester of effing senior year of college. WAT. HOW AM I ALREADY HERE.
I've got some free time right now though, so I'm working on the next chapter of Pretend (yay! I'm so slow on it), but you can't expect just a whole bunch of fic coming out of me for a while. I might be posting some original stuff since I have a creative writing class this semester (LOL NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR ORIGINAL STUFF NANA), and I'll still be writing fic, but it'll just take a bit more time (as if I could be taking any longer with Pretend).
So, yeah. Just letting you guys know all that. I've got some things in the works. We'll see how fast they get here.
I'll update this periodically throughout the next few days if you prompt me with your drawing so yeah.
( PRETTY PRETTY PICTURES )
UPDATE: Two new pictures that I just drew for giggles last night.
( PRETTY PRETTY PICTURES )
UPDATE: Two new pictures that I just drew for giggles last night.
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I have a little bit of art on the inside of the book jacket. I'm super stoked about this. :3
I definitely plan on buying one as soon as I can, and YOU SHOULD TOO.
I have a little bit of art on the inside of the book jacket. I'm super stoked about this. :3
I definitely plan on buying one as soon as I can, and YOU SHOULD TOO.
Do you guys want XMFC fanfiction?
Jul. 25th, 2011 02:52 pmBecause... I could do it. I could write some... I feel like everyone in the Inception fandom is in the XMFC fandom now, and I'm never one who likes to be left out. :P :P :P
In other fic news, I'm extending my ficlet "Family" after quite a few requests to because I need something sweet and fluffy to write in the face of the super drama that is "Pretend That You're Alone."
So...
Yeeeaaahhhh
That's all.
Oh, and I've probably got an art dump coming up on the comm, so you'll see that soon.
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In other fic news, I'm extending my ficlet "Family" after quite a few requests to because I need something sweet and fluffy to write in the face of the super drama that is "Pretend That You're Alone."
So...
Yeeeaaahhhh
That's all.
Oh, and I've probably got an art dump coming up on the comm, so you'll see that soon.
What do you guys want next? (POLL BITCHES)
Jul. 5th, 2011 09:34 pmDoing the two-week-free-trial-paid-account thing, so....
[Poll #1759179]
I'm open to ideas. Note that this does not guarantee that what you want will show up first. :P I've kind of got plans for all of these, so yeah, but my writing inspiration is kind of 'meh' right now.
[Poll #1759179]
I'm open to ideas. Note that this does not guarantee that what you want will show up first. :P I've kind of got plans for all of these, so yeah, but my writing inspiration is kind of 'meh' right now.
Just got back from Vegas. :D I didn't really have the time to work on IGaRnRL while I was out there, but I know exactly where I'm going with it, so I'll try to get the next chapter posted within the next couple of days.
Also, now I have a point of reference for any Vegas-based fanfiction. Herp Derp.
...but yeah, I'm back. Did anyone even notice I was gone? XD
Also, now I have a point of reference for any Vegas-based fanfiction. Herp Derp.
...but yeah, I'm back. Did anyone even notice I was gone? XD